2005-05-15 - 10:24 p.m.
i'm living by aiming for sometime in the future at the moment, and i know that's no way to live, but in times of exams, it's the way it's going to be. i'm not usually fussed by exams either, just this time the build up and significance (last ones ever... yikes) is really getting to me.
though i should say was getting to me, as i have vowed to stop panicking like a twat and get on with it. have looked over the worst case scenarios (the likely and unlikely) and neither really matter or make that much of a difference, so i shall stop the fuss. the future i'm aiming for is all that matters to me right now.
i have been listening to new old music. it is new only because i haven't listened to it in a while. dean martin has been dug out (or should i say downloaded... yes, yes i should) for future singing and dancing and cooking italian food use. as have the beach boys, which must mean it's coming up to summer again. i always seem to get the urge to listen to the beach boys when it gets sunnier... or whenever i have to revise. i'm not sure whether that latter one is just because the two usually conincide. at the moment i am all about 'wouldn't it be nice'. yes, yes it would be nice.
anyway, since i have vowed to stop being the sorry, self pitying, grumpy, nostalgic, boring git i have become of late, it makes this update far less lengthy, if not less interesting. good luck to anyone else with exams anytime soon. actually, just good luck.
oh oh, actually! just remember something. surprised i forgot. i accidentally poured an entire glass of water onto my laptop the other day, at which point it promptly expired. however, the next day it was alive again! and now is as good/bad as ever. so all is woo.
